>>My Heart Will Go on ::::.... ALexander 89

the lauzy day

2006-10-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

This morning i fell angry because the stupid indo 's haze . i think the indo's goverment dun know how to do things Useless.

This morning when i talking with someone suddenly i guy that very LAME push me , then smlie at me .....after singing the national anthem we had back to the class it was very borring cos nth to do because the exam is over then ......wasted time and louzy louzy !!!!( i dun know2 how to say )

When recess i run to get my computer job done , after i on the computer then computer i go and take some blank paper ..with my document file open ....( that doc. is not important but other doc. is important i did't open)

i run down to the staff room to get some paper ,after i get the paper about few min,when i run back to the rooms , when i ope n the door there was one person siting at my place then i was abit angry cos i saw he press some thing at the computer ,because the computer teacher say only for doing work not for playing .....then i did't angry him .....when that time i walk near i saw my file PRIVATE file i was very angry he was reading my file did't ask my permition , that time i was very angry , i scolded him and he say ( no big deal i read it ) i slap him shoder i was vey angry ..............untilll now ..............He is the Guy that i know very no manners and like to talk bad about people and laugh at weaker people .....

He so LAME

And he say my NRIC 's pictures look like PIG !!!

his not handsome then me

i not mean im handsome

i normal only

his wht the hack he think he is ?

Result good also no use ....

His lauzy !!!!

im ANGRY !!!!

His style is so discustting

when eating also very WAT TAT

i hate he really make me angry !!!!!!

Done i had notthing to say liao !!!!

hater him $%^*(%$#$%^&*(

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2006-10-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

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THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW

2006-10-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

today ...i only found i was nothing to d at school .....i keepp running here and there .......really nothing to do but ...i go out with my friends called rubakan ....SEMBANG at outside the class room walk here and therer we both really nothing to do .very freeee

but next got one more last exam that is >> PJK > I think the exam is easy , but every time i say easy i hard to me may be because i did't do my revision or lazy to read the book .

today i tot one girl angry me but no ,she only yesterday me only , but today she act werid to me i tot that girl angry angry me agian ~ .... just now i was asking her :" ARE YOU ANGRY ME ? " Then she say no only yesterday angry me only cos i use loud voice talk to her lor ....

She today not angry ....she sad .because just borke with him boyfriends ....so cham ....

i know this kind of feelling ..cos hiaz....if u realy my last last month blog you will know wht happen to me and wht had i gone thought is really painess and very sadness ......untill now i still can remember ......

This is the blog for today after tomorrow

Unnormal day

2006-10-12T16:22:00.001+08:00

pictures by JuL Ong
haiz..... my heart feels like so werid

Next don't know what will happen on me agian

But finally today is the last day for science class Dammm Suck exam ~

that mean today is only additional math only .....

i was so sad that my add and forgod and don't know how to do ....very cham de you know a not ? Cause many question i dun know how to do as well and i wrote many werid Fomulae that can't find in ADD MATH history =fell that im a ( genuies ) werid , cause i really son't know how to do !!! .

cham lor after add amth paper is recess

i bought a plate of fried noodels

i found out that mee many oil

i very hate the noodles normaly is very less oil

my friends say may be is the person

who cooked the noodles

then we all laugh at there

The bell has got then

i walk back to the staff room

weird the teacher why she look at me like this ?

she told me i had taked bad result in math

cham lor then how ?

die loe me

My add math allways like that de

because im lazy ?

allways i want to

study allways

got something to do de

something come and disturp me

when

is the

time to read

when not

people

kacau me

my brain was

block

all my consentration

to study

May be u all think is this the excuses!!!

i really telling the ture

i don't understand the fact and can't memorize the memory

Brain arr ..dun be likethis la ...

you are the only hope at the family now

Alfred aready at Heaven now

Talk about ALfred My dear cutes brother

haiz..

quite sad

i allways very miss him

and allways think about him

untill i want to cry

cry>>

and

>>cry

and

cry>>

i really dun know wht happen to him

the day be4 happen

he still very happy with me

eat BAO with me

and wacth DVD with me

that time

i dun know

the

there is the last time together with him

after that he call me to off the TV and he goes to sleep

when morning is time to school

i was changeing my cloth then prepaid to go school

i also look at him sleeping sweet face

At at school

i also fell weird werid

i think about hospital

then i tot

this thingd not gonna

happen

After school

i was home but no people there

i called me father by useing aunty 's phone

then

Dad say

Alfred can't make it ...

i tot his was jokeing

then i rush to the hospital

then ,

the bad thing happen

Unnormal day

2006-10-12T16:22:00.000+08:00

haiz..... my heart feels like so werid
Next don't know what will happen on me agian

Kiss ME ~

2006-10-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

Kiss me

out of the bearded barley

Nightly, beside the green,green grass

Swing

swing

swing the spinning stepYou wear those shoes and

I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight

Lead me out on the moonlit floor

Lift your open handStrike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling

So kiss me

Kiss me

down by the broken tree house

Swing me upon its hanging tire

Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat

We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open handStrike up the band and make the fireflies danceSilver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

So kiss me

So kiss me!!!

Sixpence None the Richer - Kiss Me

Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

2006-10-09T14:27:00.000+08:00

it's really nice when i'm on one of my long solitary walks, and i've got good, heart-tugging christian music on the mp3 player. it's almost like walking alongside God and He's there to listen to your thoughts and share in your day's experiences. and i was just looking at the pathway outside my house. in the day-time and night-time, you can hardly see the flaws on the ground. but today as i strode up the path. a car's headlights shone on it, and you could really see all the bumps and how uneven it was in all clarity. makes me think about how flawless you may seem, but when God's light shines unto your heart, He can see all the dents and bumpy pathes, He sees the sin you're hiding, the secrets you don't want to say..chemistry paper today was killer. if i manage to pass it'll be a miracle. lol. but then again. God's a miracle maker, isn't He?time for some art. need to finish need to finish need to finish. mr tan spoke to me about my assignment though. cringe. haha. guess my skill isn't there yet. sigh. presentation presentation. hope my promos show more quality. so God, just want to thank You for being there even though i keep falling into sin, that You'll strengthen me and teach me to seek You more, to have patience to wait even when i don't feel You there.."Nevertheless I have this against you, that you have left your first love. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your lampstand from its place - unless you repent." - Rev 2:4-5with promos ending, i'll have more time to do stuff for the cell group ;p do the first works..

Original Creative Text by JuL Ong

goh goh miss You ..alfred my dear loved brother ~

Allways in Sweetes and Loved Memory

1993-2006

Alfred Lee

雨天 sang by 孙燕姿

2006-10-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

雨天

站在十字路的交点

该怎么走

我却只剩回头

除了你给的伞我再也没有

别的借口去拥有你的什么

你能体谅我有雨天

偶尔胆怯你都了解

过去那些大雨落下的瞬间

我突然发现

谁能体谅我的雨天所以情愿回你身边

此刻脚步会慢一些如此坚决你却越来越远

牵手和分手来自同一双手

做回朋友我却为何不懂挽留

你能体谅我有雨天

偶尔胆怯你都了

解过去那些大雨落下的瞬间我突然发现

谁能体谅我的雨天

所以情愿回你身

边此刻脚步会慢一些

如此坚决你却越来越远

是否太晚

路已走远

我的眼眶泪太满走不回你身边

你能体谅我有雨天

偶尔胆怯你都了解

过去那些大雨落下的瞬间我突然发现

谁能体谅

我的雨天

此刻脚步会慢

一些如此坚决你却越来越远

Brother ~

2006-08-31T10:23:00.000+08:00

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream
In the future, can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living your life, after death

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define
Wish I coul turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death

One black morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face...

- I'll Be Missing You, Puff Daddy

Original by JuL Ong

Fly - Platinum ~

2006-07-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

Original Song from ANIME Cardcaptor Sakura ~

I'm a dreamer
hisomu PAWA-
watashi no sekai
yume to koi to fuan de dekite'ru
demo souzou wo shinai mono
kakurete'ru hazu
sora ni mukau kiki no you ni anata wo
massugu mitsumete'ru
mitsuketai naa kanaetai naa
shinjiru sore dake de
koerarenai mono wa nai
utau you ni kiseki no you ni
"omoi" ga subete wo kaete yuku yo
kitto kitto
odoroku kurai
I'm a dreamer
hisomu PAWA-
mada minu sekai
soko de nani ga matte-ite mo
moshimo risou to chigatte mo
osore wa shinai
tori-tachi wa kaze ni nori tabi wo shite yuku
kyou kara ashita e to
tsutaetai naa sakebitai naa
kono yo ni hitotsu dake no sonzai de aru watashi
inoru you ni hoshi no you ni
chiisa na hikari dakedo itsuka wa
motto motto
tsuyoku naritai
genkai no nai kanousei ga koko ni aru
kono te ni
(It's gonna be your world.)
mitsuketai naa kanaetai naa
shinjiru sore dake de
koerarenai mono wa nai
utau you ni kiseki no you ni
"omoi" ga subete wo kaete yuku yo
kitto kitto
odoroku kurai

English Translations

I'm a dreamer...
Hidden power...
My world
is made of dreams, love, and worries.
But there are still things lying hidden
that I can't even imagine
Facing the sky, like all the different trees,
I'm gazing right at you.
I want to find my dream... I want to make it come true...
There is nothing that I can't overcome
if I only believe.
Just like singing, just like miracles,
"feelings" can change everything!
Without a doubt... Without a doubt...
It's almost surprising!
I'm a dreamer...
Hidden power...
A world yet unseen...
No matter what awaits me there,
even if it's not the ideal,
I won't be afraid.
The birds travel on the wind
on a journey from today to tomorrow.
I want to tell you... I want to shout it...
I am but one entity in this world.
But like a prayer, like a star,
even with a small light, someday,
I want to be
stronger and stronger.
There are limitless possibilities,
right here in my grasp.
(It's gonna be your world.)
I want to find my dream... I want to make it come true...
There is nothing that I can't overcome,
if I only believe.
Just like singing, just like miracles,
"feelings" can change everything!
Without a doubt... Without a doubt...
It's almost surprising!

Its gona Rain

2006-07-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

Today is RAINY day i was sit near to the windows to look around ...........all RAin all water and painess and sadness

To my be lover min hwa hiaz...............

thinking about her so mush can't stop thinking her .

Love her so much !!!

Sang a song also crying .....my tears keeeep comeing out from my eye ...

can't stop think of her and moss her so much

Every day i stay aways from her just dun want her to saw me. if she will runing aways from me......

I just wacthing her shadow walking a ways far far from me ...

Dream also dream about her .....wake up also untill fell wanna cry ard....

This is a painful sadness to me ..........

Day by day the date to leave the school was very near now ......

How should i need to tell her ..?

I just wanna tell Her i very love her SoSOSO much .........

God Give Me a Super Good chanse to Chase her .....................

sports" Check Part II

2006-07-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

The Perfact go back to his own class ....the thing was not setter yet .....

It Was

- - TOP SECRET - -

Can't Tell you

The problem havent saw Yet !!

One formula to all the blogs viewer :

* Discipline + Perfact = Nothing Good
* Perfact + Senior = UseLess
* D.Teacher + Perfact = Dun know wht thier was doing

This Blogs after posting maybe some perfact will view it and talk bad about ME ....this mean he also the one og them inclued or HAVE bad ACT !!!
There was no justius in some places .
No choise ....i had to say this ...............Sorry to some perfact friends hope not Mad at me lol after i posting thing blogs

The "sports" check Day

2006-07-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

Today is a sport check day ....fist we all don't know as well then never mine ~

But today there not allow all the student out from our "Q"then begin to check our bag .That fine cos today i did't bring my phone and other thing ,but there was one poor guy bring handphone then aready keep by the perfect teacher .

After a louzy check at the parking place .. i and a few people are going to the class but one SMART Guy = Perfact lol....has called me to wait about 3 min ........there i also dun know he go in our class and check ...

but the moment we came back the two perfact are look at our table and take the Cute Cute pictures for our table ( normaly our table is very super beaurtiful it was make by our self)

He is the one of the perfect from other . He saw our TABLE so damm beaurtiful and one to distroye it :P haha ..then try to force us to take off the thing at the table .......

I was the second group came in the class , then one My Class Mate was Quarreling with the perfect say can't take off .....

The Perfact are so Rude to my class Mate ....Then i saw super ANGRY then i say :

perfect : Sila tangalkaaan !!
(He Dun want to leave our class Since filled in many people that Time )

Me : Kamu Buat apa di sini ?!(Wht r u doing here )

Me : Kami ada class punya sila dapatkan kebenaran guru baru masuk !!!
(We got class please get permisson from teacher then come in )

perfect : Saya sudah tanya guru dan dia sudah benarkan saya masuk !!!
(I was aready get teacher's permission = He was Lieing )

Me : Ini adalah hak kita jangan cuba nak buat apa-apa !!!
(This is our property dun try to do anything )

perfect : Saya Tak Kisah , inilah Hal kamu !!
(I don't care this is yours problems )

Me : Ini adalah class kami sila keluar ,dan kamu masuk tanpa keberanaan saya !!!
( This is our class plz get out now and you come in without my permission!!! )

The i was running to our form teacher ....the Head monitor was talking to the teacher about the class 's table ...but she does not know that the PERFECT ARE TEARING our decorate things .

When i there i talk to the teacher :

Me : Teacher !! There was one perfact are tearing our table ....

Teacher : Who gfive him the permission to tear out table ?

I was did't say anthing .,,my teacher was rush as a wind to our class ..when the moment she arrive out class i SAw the perfact was shock ~
And teacher asking him some question ..........

and call him go back to his own class......

SuMmeR CoOL

2006-07-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

hey jude

2006-07-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hey, Jude, don't make it badTake a sad song and make it betterRemember to let her into your heartThen you can start to make it better
Hey, Jude, don't be afraidYou were made to go out and get herThe minute you let her under your skinThen you begin to make it better.
And any time you feel the pain, hey, Jude, refrainDon't carry the world upon your shouldersWell don't you know that its a fool who plays it coolBy making his world a little colder
Hey, Jude! Don't let her downYou have found her, now go and get herRemember, to let her into your heartThen you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey, Jude, beginYou're waiting for someone to perform withAnd don't you know that it's just you, hey, Jude,You'll do, the movement you need is on your shoulder
Hey, Jude, don't make it badTake a sad song and make it betterRemember to let her into your heartThen you can start to make it better

Election Day for SMK Jinjang

2006-06-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

Today is singapore Election Day eh.............nonono
Today is SMK jinjang's Election day .......
U guess who i choese ?

The Sad Day Of mine........ Her Happy Day Of She

2006-06-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

On 17/06/2006
Guess what day is today ?

Not mine birthday but is hers Bday
Today i went for the chinese socty.'s Party i saw her ..the fistly she sit in fornt of me .she may be don't know that i sit in fornt of her then .she keepp talking and talking with other friends....
That time my Felling that was very weired cos she also have funny felling i guess hten a moment later she look at me then .she saw me at last but she become not paid attention on the on ther presetion of my friends on the stange .......then she try to shif the place to other .....i was so sad that time .....a long time i did't talk to her suddenly she become like this .iszit all girl like this when a GUY Whos want to chases her ?
Oh God Give me An answer i Very love that girl since few years a go !!!!
And She Told she like me be4 ...........may be after i post this blogs some of my friends will come and scoldd me .saying why me so stupid .......

Im a very Something 's people when i really love someone i will not give up .......
This is Becos i make a Big mistake on her .....She wait me about one year to say that I LoVe HEr ... That mean I LOVE YOU .. now may be isa is tooo later ...to say that word I LOVE YOU
She is very andry now .....wht to do ?
i also dun know ...........hiaz.................................................

That girl

2006-06-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

The day is comeing ...you know what ?
her Birthday is comeing .so i dun know what to buy her .......
if buy dun know she accpect a not ....
Im very depress ..........dun look at my face very happy in school but my heart very pain when saw her ...this dayz don know why She allways show UP in fornt of my sight !!!
If sorry for this BLOGS cos i also dun know wht i talking about ......

The second girl is she pettry rite ?

today .....

2006-06-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

Hi there every one ~
Today is the fist day i post normaly in bloggerrr...
Hahaha normaly i not post any normal thing in here
but today speacile hahaha.......
My spelling really got something wrong plz ........forgive me i will fix my spelling
after a complain hahhaa
so...
may be i need to introduce my self a bit
Name is aLexandeR Lee
Current Location is in : Malaysia
Normaly im a normal guy not crazy ,not stupid but lazy (see condition ) Like to eat, sleep, read
Online, disturp people ,talk lame thing at MSN or skype !!
But allways get bully with other school mate .....normally is girl hahaha dun know why .
may be my face got paste hate by girl hahaha ........
Sometimes not really bully my school mate all play with me ..this is because i too kind to them ..but some of them think there bully me ......
hahaha.........